Am I looking beautiful???

Seeing the mirror, admiring her beauty, a woman asks her husband, 'Am I looking beautiful?'.
The husband replies, as a matter of fact, "You are beautiful".

When I saw this scene in a movie, something struck me, and I continued thinking.

How can processes become facts? A fact is dead,  a process is alive...
Beauty is alive, growing...it has to be discovered every moment.
The moment we label something, it becomes a matter of the past.

The woman is growing,
her beauty is growing every moment, it is a process...
the person who looks into her eyes, sees a new woman everytime,
he cannot just label her as beautiful, he has to feel the growing, the beauty that embraces her in and out...
he has to discover her every moment...
and in that discovery, he discovers himself...
he can feel the eyes thorough which he is admiring her, are different, they can see something new in her...

With each discovery in the process of life, one gets the opportunity to discover oneself...

Discovering how laughter of a small child, touches deep chords within...
Discovering how the wind whispers in the ears...
Discovering how the gentleness of the man touching you, fills you with overflowing love...
Discovering how the first grey hair of your man, brings a smile on your face...
Discovering the innocence of the beings surrounding you...

Discovering greenness of the grass, blueness of the water, whiteness of the full moon...
Discovering the ever-growing being 'within'

Life is to be discovered every moment...
there are no facts in life, there is feeling, knowing...

A question asked...

I am asked a question, 'how to live life?'

It reminds me, 4 years back, when I read my friends diary, at the end of each page was written 'Life is beautiful'.
Life...what is life? I never thought about it, and it is beautiful???...ahhh...it struck me...

Thank god! it struck me then...better late than never.
But since then I am ON this journey, of life, knowing more, living more, as osho says, totally, intensely, each moment of this life...

The more I go deep into it, the more experienced I become, the more mysterious everything becomes...

Sometimes, I feel I really can live life better than I am now, and sometimes I feel ahhhh, this moment is all.
But one thing is certain, for me...Life is beautiful, soft, precious, wondrous.

I am blessed to have a small 6 months old baby (reet) near me, and each time I meet her, I am surprised to see
the wonder in her eyes,
the true authentic smile...
the tenderness of the hands...
the pure hug...
the natural 'being'...
the living in the moment...

Small children live in heaven 'always'... the society, the system, pressurize them to leave their heavens and be serious.

After becoming an engineer, working with good companies, successful in my eyes, getting married, living with my beloved, being a great wife, a great daughter, a great sister and a great friend...I am here to become a child again, to find my heaven...I was born with...
To de-condition myself of everything I have learnt, and live my life then way my soul wishes...

As osho says, being child-like with the inner lamp of awareness...

But I have a question, if after earning everything, I am not content and desire to be a child again, then why do we pay such a big cost, the cost of our natural self...
As a parent, I would really be cautious and see when does my child starts to lose his/her heaven, I wont let that happen...

So, I am also searching the answer to this question 'how to live life', and trying to know it from the small 6 months old baby...

So Sweetheart! you have to find your own answer, you have to do your own journey...
But I know, you know, 'Your journey has begun

God bless you!

Love