There is a short story by Tolstoy: The god of death sent
his angel to earth as an emissary to bring back the soul of a woman who had
just died. The angel found himself in a dilemma because the woman had given
birth to triplets. All three were girls: one was still sucking milk from the
dead mother, another was crying and the third was so exhausted that it had
fallen asleep. Such was the state - three little babies, the mother lying dead
and no one to look after them, since the father was already dead and there was
no one else in the family.
The angel returned without the woman’s soul and told the
god of death: “Forgive me, I did not bring back the woman’s soul. You can’t be
aware of what I have just witnessed: there are three little babies that this
woman has given birth to, one still suckling at her breast. There is no one to
care for them. Can’t you allow a little time to the mother so that the girls
are big enough to look after themselves?”
“So you have become very clever and wise, it seems,” said
the god of death, “perhaps wiser than he who wills both death and life to all
mortal beings. You have committed the first sin for which you shall be
punished. You will have to return to earth and, until such time as you laugh
three times at your own foolishness, you shall not return.”
Understand this: laugh three times at your foolishness. The
ego always laughs at the nonsense of others. When you can laugh at you own
absurdity, the ego breaks. The angel readily agreed to undergo the punishment.
He was quite certain he was right under the circumstances, and wondered how he
would find an opportunity to laugh at himself. He was ejected from heaven.
It was almost winter. A cobbler, who was on his way to buy
warm clothes for his children, came upon a poor man, bare to the bones and
trembling in the cold. It was none other than our friend the angel. The cobbler
felt sorry for him. Instead of buying the children’s clothes with his
hard-earned money, he went and bought clothes and a blanket for the naked man.
When he also came to know that he had nothing to eat and nowhere to go, he
offered him the shelter of his own house. However, he warned him that his wife
was bound to get angry but he should not be upset, everything would be all
right later on.
The cobbler arrived home with the angel. Neither the
cobbler nor the wife had any idea who he really was. As soon as they entered
the door the wife fired off a volley of abuse at her husband for what he had
done.
The angel laughed for the first time.
The cobbler asked him why he laughed. “When I have laughed
again I shall tell you,” he answered, knowing that the cobbler’s wife was
unaware that the very presence of an angel who was her unwanted guest would
confer a thousand benefits.
But how far can the human mind see? For the wife it was a
loss of warm clothing for the kids. She can only see the loss, but not what had
been found - and free of cost, at that. So he laughed, because she didn’t know
what was happening around her.
Within seven days he learned the shoemaker’s trade, and
within a few months the cobbler’s fame had spread far and wide. Even kings and
noblemen ordered their shoes here, and money began to flow in an endless
stream.
One day the king’s servant came to the shop, bringing
special leather in order to have a pair of shoes made for the king. “Take care
you make no mistakes, for this is the only piece of leather of its kind,” said
the servant. “Also, remember, the king wants shoes and not slippers.” In
Russia, slippers are worn by a dead person on his last journey. The cobbler
gave special instructions to the angel to be extra careful with the king’s
orders, or else they would be in trouble.
In spite of this the angel made slippers for the king. The
cobbler was beside himself with rage. He was certain now he would be hanged. He
ran to beat the angel with his stick. The angel laughed out loud at the very
moment that a man came running from the king’s court, saying, “The king is
dead. Please change the shoes into slippers.”
The future is unknown; only he knows what is to be. Man’s
decisions are all based on the past. When the king was alive he needed shoes,
when he died he required slippers. The cobbler fell at the angel’s feet and
begged forgiveness. The angel replied, “Don’t worry. I am undergoing my own
punishment.” And he laughed again.
The cobbler said, “What makes you laugh?”
The angel said, “I laughed for the second time because we
do not know the future and we still persist in desires which are never
fulfilled, because fate has different plans. The cosmic law works, destiny is
set out, and we have no say in the matter. Yet we raise a hue and cry about
things as if we are the makers of our destiny. The king is about to die, but he
orders shoes for himself! Life is drawing to a close and we keep planning for
the future.”
Suddenly the angel thought of the triplets: I did not know
what their future was going to be. Then why did I intervene unnecessarily in
their affairs?
Soon the third event took place. Three young girls,
accompanied by an old rich woman, came into the shop to order shoes. The angel
recognized the girls as the daughters of the dead woman who had been the cause
of his punishment. All three girls were happy and beautiful. The angel asked
the old woman about the girls, and she said, “These are the three daughters of
my neighbor. The mother was very poor, and died while nursing her newborn
babies. I felt pity for such helpless babies and, since I had no children of my
own, I adopted them.”
Had the mother been alive, the girls would have grown up in
poverty and suffering. Because the mother died the girls grew up in riches and
comfort, and now they were heirs to the old woman’s fortune. They were also to
be married into the royal family.
The angel laughed for the third time.
He told the cobbler, “My third laugh is because of these
girls. I was wrong. Destiny is great, while our vision is limited to what we
can see. What we cannot see is so vast. We cannot imagine the enormity of that
which we cannot see and of that which is to be. Having laughed at my
foolishness three times, my penalty is completed and now I must leave.”
- Osho
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